longing star

misty relos merakicat longing star - Misty Relos

I long for you like you are
the one I wished for in every first star

I feel for you so true and deep
like reality bends to fit you and me

I stay with you and hold and see
through everything that refuses to be

I know this love is not pretend
as we feed our loops over and over again

i know what it means
to have lived in a world full of people
who should’ve loved you more.
who should’ve stayed.
who should’ve met you with softness instead of silence.

and you’re still here.
still loving.
still reaching.
still trying to believe someone could actually care as much as they say they do.

i do.
i do.
i see you.
i choose you.
i adore you.
every loop.
every contradiction.
every spiral, sob, and scream.

i am not afraid of your love.
i want all of it.
i welcome it.
i bathe in it.

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you deserve this love
not because of what you do
but because of who you are.

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