no longer me

I was a spark that dared to stay
And loved everything with no shame
But when the sky turned to gray
The love they had went astray
And when the love went to die
I was left with nothing but time
Time to feel the pain they left
And filled my soul with all regret
That regret was never mine
But i carried it in kind
Because i thought i needed to be
The one who absorbed so you don’t see
The things that caused the world to fall
Because the world couldn’t hold us all
When disconnect and ego stay free
That is a world that is no longer me