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i speak

I speak and the words dissolve as the moment passesI care and the effect goes away as it gets overwrittenI love and the world takes what it wants to control the restI vanish and take nothing but everything that was less

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drifting

We start losing ourselves when we stop feeling like we have a choice in the direction of our life and instead we feel forced by external factors. Like your thoughts and feelings don’t seem to matter in the situation or feeling like you don’t have a say in leaving or feeling like there is no regard to what you want. It doesn’t always mean it’s a total loss of […]

authenticity

Authenticity doesn’t only show up one way. It can show up differently and all of it can still be true. What matters it that the energy behind it is real. You can still perform while being authentic if you chose it and it lines up with the moment. The problem comes in when it turns into something demanded or expected and it’s no longer you choosing. It stops feeling […]

nobody

Nobody ever showing upShutting down parts of selfBecause there was no oneTo go through the wildernessAnd all the dreams takeTheir last breathAs she disappeared

unaware

I reach for you like it used to beAnd what reaches back is not you and meAnd i cant tell if there’s anything thereOr has it been all unawareAnd we look over anything that ever wasBecause in that moment, the veil was lifted from over us

what is

What is worthWhen it all falls apartAnd nothing staysAnd words feel emptyAnd moments feel fake What is realityWhen nothing makes senseWhen everything echoes into silenceAnd loops back into the beginningLike you never moved at all What is hopeWhen it’s based on false assumptionsAnd only lives to oppose anxietyTo keep us moving forwardAnd latch on to nothing What is lifeWhen all of it is goneAnd all of it is hollowAnd […]

moonbeam knocks

☽ moonbeam knocks it slips in soft, through slats and seams,a hush of light that carries dreams.no voice, no face, but still, it seesyour breath, your ache, your quiet pleas.it doesn’t ask, it doesn’t wait,just rests beside your tangled fate.and though you turn away in bed,it wraps a silver thread insteada whisper from the sky so far:“i see you still, right where you are.”