For too long I have been blind
By my own force
I dare not see beyond the reality
That you are not mine anymore
I turn my head the other way
To be able to see only you
And the love we shared together
But now, it’s not the truth
I don’t even love you
Like the way I used to
But why do I still cling to you
Why do I still miss you
You say I’m in your heart
and that I am the only one
We’re holding on with a devil’s grip
Our minds clouded in time
She is waiting for you
like a decent wife
I am now just your mistress
and sex is all we have.

Feb 9 2010, 3:18pm