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if i somehow find one day

by Misty Relos|Published March 15, 2026

If I somehow find one day
that my heart stopped and gave way
then would I feel free and fly
or would I just vanish and die

Would I ever feel anything again
or would it all be erased in the end?
Sometimes that feels feels better inside
when nothing else seems to feel alive.

  • death
  • emptiness
  • existentialism
  • resignation

I'm just Misty.

Voidsitter.
Voidwalker.
BS Equalizer.
Lovekeeper.
Deeply traumatized uod worm but still full of love and tears and heartache.

Enter at your own risk
(but like, in a loving way).
✨


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