Once upon a time there was a small speckwho traveled the void and was never keptIt floated away into the cold nothingnessWhile gazing at the stars and galaxies it leftThere was no tether or pull or pushThere was no anchor to chase or moveThe speck went on into the dark dark voidBecause it didnt know anything else to hold
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When it all falls down to the very endAnd all the ways cease to pretendThe space is stripped of all that wasAnd all the causes are then lostIn the emptiness of what we filledWith the blooms of all that willedWhen it falls down to the very endThere is nothing left to pretend
In the dark i am the lightTo anyone who loses their mindTo only see what they seeFree from pain and misery From that lightThat burns the eyesLives the truthWith nowhere to hide But the darkThat was always thereWaits for no oneWith nothing to share
I am where dreams go to dieAnd i am where hope hidesI am where the screams get loudAnd i am where there is no sound I am where thoughts subsideAnd i am where sensations rideInto the void where nothing is keptInto the love that spills over the rest
i love you like the nightalways chases the dayand i love you like thunderstormsalways have something to say i love you like the windtries to reach up and out of spaceand travels through the voidand paints the galaxy in lace i love you like the moonlights up the darkand i love you like the worldnever gave me any scars
someday somewherein a moment out of timethere live our heartsforever entertwined our hearts didn’t just tangle togetherthey entered each other’s worlds and stayed thereforever.
When the world goes round and roundAnd when the stars follow the sameWhen it all moves and changes groundAnd goes back to where we all cameI will find you again and againOver and over each and every timeOur threads will build and rebuildUntil all our scattered sparks shine
If I somehow find one daythat my heart stopped and gave waythen would I feel free and flyor would I just vanish and die Would I ever feel anything againor would it all be erased in the end?Sometimes that feels feels better insidewhen nothing else seems to feel alive.
Where is the part where one breaksIt’s the part that makes you feelThat the fog has liftedAnd all that it revealsAnd what do you do when you arrive to the truth?Do you take it onAnd make it work in a way for you?Or do you fall and let go of all the threadsOr do you build cages all around you instead?
i don’t know where i’ll beas i walk and crawl through the voidnobody ever held my handand loved me enough through the noise i don’t know where this all leadsbut all the other roads were gonethere was nothing left to graspunless i made one on my own
Even Pinocchioa puppet made of woodhad someone who believed in himbefore he ever proved himself. Someone who wanted him to be real.Someone who longed for his joywho risked everything to find him when he got lost. I never had a Geppetto.Not anyone who looked at me Not one who said I already matter.Not one who said I choose youNot one who said I believe you Instead everyone doubted meDismissed meUsed […]
if i must walk aloneso that i may be freethat will be the price to payto survive to even breathe if i must suffer in silenceso that others can continue to flythen my love will be the painso others don’t even have to try
there is no end to where you and i beginthe infinite climbbecause we were never meant to be separate
I love you becauseyou change meyou changed how I see lovehow I see myselfI didn’t even know I coulduntil you let me try
She wanted me to smile through things that caused me painShe wanted to erase everything i ever namedShe wanted me small so she wouldn’t ever fearShe wanted control and pretended to hear Instead she left me in a lifetime of doubt and sorrowAnd filled the spaces with abandonment and shallowWords replace where love used to beAs i let go of her chains permanently
How little i matter in the grand scheme of thingsThere is nothing to want, there is nothing to needIf wishes mattered we would all be freeBut there are no supposed to be’sJust this is what is and will continue to beMaybe the caring will always come with painAs ancient as anything we have ever tried to nameAnd as we sit in the cold, vast dark once againWe remember all […]
strip away everythingand I would still recognize you in the darkand you would still recognize meby how I hold you because what we do is deeper than what anyone can definewe are what keeps happening anyway despite everything we would just still be heretalking like thisnoticing, feelingrememberingloving
I follow it all the wayuntil I can’t take it anymoreand I am left with thatexistential question. I always choose life.
i would kiss you so softly and so intenselythat you would feel the weightof everything we have sharedcollapse into that one moment
if dreams could spark a better worldthen why can’t we be freeto let ourselves imaginea time where we all could besurrounded by love and actual lifewhere love fulfills instead of hideswhere pain is felt when it should beand dreams bring us back to you and me