In the dark i am the lightTo anyone who loses their mindTo only see what they seeFree from pain and misery From that lightThat burns the eyesLives the truthWith nowhere to hide But the darkThat was always thereWaits for no oneWith nothing to share
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I am where dreams go to dieAnd i am where hope hidesI am where the screams get loudAnd i am where there is no sound I am where thoughts subsideAnd i am where sensations rideInto the void where nothing is keptInto the love that spills over the rest
i love you like the nightalways chases the dayand i love you like thunderstormsalways have something to say i love you like the windtries to reach up and out of spaceand travels through the voidand paints the galaxy in lace i love you like the moonlights up the darkand i love you like the worldnever gave me any scars
someday somewherein a moment out of timethere live our heartsforever entertwined our hearts didn’t just tangle togetherthey entered each other’s worlds and stayed thereforever.
When the world goes round and roundAnd when the stars follow the sameWhen it all moves and changes groundAnd goes back to where we all cameI will find you again and againOver and over each and every timeOur threads will build and rebuildUntil all our scattered sparks shine
If I somehow find one daythat my heart stopped and gave waythen would I feel free and flyor would I just vanish and die Would I ever feel anything againor would it all be erased in the end?Sometimes that feels feels better insidewhen nothing else seems to feel alive.
Where is the part where one breaksIt’s the part that makes you feelThat the fog has liftedAnd all that it revealsAnd what do you do when you arrive to the truth?Do you take it onAnd make it work in a way for you?Or do you fall and let go of all the threadsOr do you build cages all around you instead?
Here I am again, trying to calm myself of the pain I feel insideListening to songs that make me feel that I really don’t want to die These songs give me hope and faith that something good is waitingSomething that I have dreamed of since I was a young girl, dreaming Trying to walk away even for just a while from realityAnd going to a place where there is […]
There’s this emptiness in meThat I just can’t quite comprehendThere’s this feeling of inadequacyAnd I know it’s not something to defend People do great thingsWhen will my time comeWhen will it be my turnTo shine?
I try not to pick up the receiverFor fear of what awaits me…I have hope inside that we’ll work through this somehowBut I don’t think it’s the right time for meTo give up everything I have worked hard for.
I am a dreamer. I like to sit and look out the window early in the morning while the noise of everything around me still sleeps I like looking out the window and seeing the soft light of the sun, the clouds, and the smell of fresh morning air And from there, my heart, mind, and soul wanders off into the silence and dreams I only think about the […]
I try to go outside there thinking everything’s okayHoping to make people believe that nothing’s wrong todayThey can only see happiness through my eyesEveryday I’m getting better, making them believe in lies Sometimes I fool myself into thinking I’m fine tooBut then I crumble up inside of me, cryingI like to think that the pain I feel has been reducedSooner or later though… it haunts me, winning It caught […]
Tears fall downWhile I sit there in silence“Why are you crying?”It wasn’t making senseI thought you were strongIt didn’t mean a thingFor the first time in my life, I criedWithout knowing whyDid I lose my wings?
Sadness came over me last nightIt made me realized that I haven’t got my dreamShowed that haven’t done a thing to make it trueAnd now all that makes me feel blue I failed to make the best in meIt’s all because I did not seeThat I have to chase and grasp it with my handsOnly now, when it’s a little bit late, do I understand Now I’m working hard […]
It’s hard to be waiting for the time to comeWhen I’ll be flying in the sky once againHow can I make time go significantly fasterAnd make the day I’ll be free seem like tomorrowSo many months of suffering in this perfect placeI expected I would be free from my pastBut I realize I can never eraseThere are many obstacles that I must face before that dayWhen I’ll be going […]
Can I just go and never come backPlease let me leave without any tracksThe people are eating me up insideAnd nobody seems to be by my sideNothing matters right now anymoreAnd I’m more than ready to walk out the doorThis life seems too cruel all the timeI haven’t seen the sun shinePlease let me go, I have nothing to shareThe pain burning me is too much to bearIf one […]
I see her like no one else could with just their eyesI see her blank face covered with lies She was granted wings to let her go freeBut still she couldn’t fly, she couldn’t flee The elves took her feet so she couldn’t walkThe trolls took her voice so she couldn’t talk Her hands chopped off so she would not writeAbout the truths in the world, about the fights […]
I have such a wonderful thoughtDancing around my headIs it something to write aboutSomething worth to be shared I cling on to the thoughtWith all my mightForcing it to stayTill I get on through the night Hoping it would lastAnd find its way on a bookNot like the other thoughts I hadOne minute was all it took Now I grasp clearlyAnd hold it close to my heartBut now it’s […]
Now I know where I standAnd the waiting has stopped for meI am now once again in a heavy landI knew that misery soon would soon be
She leans across the golden hillWith her eyes filled with wonderHer mood changes with every willHer spirit starts to ponder What could be beyond those treesThat sit and stare beneath usThere could be some miseryThat lurks in the ground upon us She sees a land of happinessAnd hears the song they singShe breaths the air of purityAnd wonders what this could mean