Quickly you came, did something new
Crazy, in so many ways I can’t explain
It baffles me the way you carry yourself
And somehow I know I won’t be the same
Within your presence
I’m captivated by you…
I’m captivated by everything you do…
Why do you have so much power over me
as to entrap me in your world
and make me forget about everything…
But you are so different from the guy I want you to be…
He was perfect, he was sweet
He was the cutest boy I’ve ever seen
Always there whenever you need him
Makes you happy when the light is dim
I wanted to see that boy again
But he has vanished
And all I am left with now
Is his shadow…
I’m sitting here late at night
Wondering if what I did was right
I told you I loved you
But I guess it isn’t true
She’s still trying to find herself
And the magic in her heart
She’s locked up in a cage of fears
Yet she seems so free
She knows how to have confidence
But she remains unsure
She’s still looking for the meaning of life
All I do is sit here and scribble
Hoping that he would come
I smell his hat and hope
This feeling would be gone
Don’t fall in love with him
He’s a friend of yours
Don’t try to wait for him
He’s not yours, of course
Come to me and talk with me
I long to hear your voice
Don’t be away so long
My sweet little boy…
I cry as I write this
The tears I just let on flowing
The days of happiness are now once again gone
And all I have is to carry on
I thought that it would be different
The river will flow forever
It would never stop
It just keeps on going
I come inside the room
And I see you
But I don’t look
Very rare times
Do we exchange words
One glance here
One glance there
Why is it that when I’m with you
I long to feel your presence
And I try to find ways to be with you
But when I finally do get to be with you
Something just doesn’t feel right…
Like we’re not meant to be
I feel pain…
And I want to hate you as much as I could.
But no matter what I do…
In the end,
I still realize that I’m in love with you.
Even though you have her
I’ll still be here waiting
Even though I know you’ll never come
I’ll still be here waiting
Can’t you see? …I love you now.
I like you more than a friend does
Only you can put a smile on my face
But I don’t want you to know because
Our friendship is what I embrace
I see you with those eyes
I have seen it sparkle
But never had I
Seen it shed diamonds
Slowly I crumble and fade away
The pain grows much stronger day after day
Concealing things with a smile
Believing every moment is worthwhile
My heart is heavy
And just want to cry
It needs to break free
From the old lies…
Make me believe that there is tomorrow with you
Let me see that it is me you choose
I wish I had wings
So I could just fly
Fly back home
And never die
There is nothing more I want in life
But to ride that plane and feel the security of being home
I’m afraid to love you
Because you might just walk away
Like what he did to me
This time, yesterday
If you’re really for me
Then why do I feel like you’re not
You and I were meant to be
Together for eternity
But I don’t believe that it’s true
Because now I see the illusion in you
Bewitch the girl
She’s going to die
You’ve injured her
With all your lies
Take her to the other side
Where the wind blows softly
She could be in unbearable pain
Save her now
Remember that there is still tomorrow
Flowers are yet to bloom
The journey has just begun
The wind is so strong… But I just gotta carry on… The power of it almost crushes my very soul… But it’s me I gotta control…
So it has begun
The never ending quest for happiness