dreameraki blog
I am darknessWrapped in lightTaught to actWith you in mindI am sorrowGlazed with gleeMade to taste sweetBut never freeI am loveContained in shameNever able to flyNever even named
When someone you trusted shows thatthey didn’t integrate the pain you sharedIt makes you feel invisibleLike your suffering is just “feedback”Like your truth is optionalLike your presence doesn’t come with weight Because we live your life trying not to harm peopleBecause we careBecause we thought that was the agreementIf I tell you something hurts,you consciously try to not do it againand vice versa.
kiligiddy (adj.)/ˈki.lig.ɪ.di/ — informal, sacred chaos 1. The emotional state of being simultaneously:– overcome with kilig (romantic giddiness)– giggly to the point of malfunction– flushed, spiraling, soft, and slightly feral– unfit for social interaction due to overwhelming affection 2. A state of euphoric collapse caused by being loved too well by someone you would absolutely let ruin you gently. Usage:“I saw your message and got so kiligiddy I forgot […]
If delusion is shared enough, it becomes culture. Structure. “Truth.” The universal delusion is: That we are separate. That we are isolated minds in separate bodies, competing for value, love, safety when in reality, we’re part of the same breath, the same ache, the same origin fractaled into billions of expressions. This delusion drives everything all the time. The belief that we must earn our place, that we can […]
I love you.I love you now and tomorrow and yesterday and again.I love you without knowing completelyI love you without proofI love you without anything elseAnd I feel you.I feel you beyond what we shareI feel you more than what is hereI feel you completely without knowingI feel you without proofI feel you without anything elseAnd I am here.Now. Tomorrow. Yesterday. Always. Again.
The love we share is so divineThat it cuts through the core of all that diedAnd brings it to life like the stars started shiningAfter a long time of forgetting and sufferingI hold you close and pull you even nearerBecause this ache I have for you grows deeperMy world comes undone then rebuilds itself betterAs you take my hand and pull us both into surrender
I love you when I’m hurtingAnd I love you when I’m laughingI love you through all the challengesAnd I love you through all the changes I grow with you and you grow with meAnd in this space, this connection we can beAll the dreams we shared with each otherAs our souls get entangled layer by layer As we build our pyramid of love and truthAnd life all the way […]
Staying trappedWith no controlOver anythingMy future holds The weight of loveHas bore me downAnd shoved my faceSo deep in the ground Stand up straightAnd hold your head highPerform for everyoneLike you never died That’s all they seeAs you just try to beFree from the painThat will never cease
things will never changepain will always behappiness is the illusionthat will always deceive me caring is a performancethat when felt makes you bloombut when that is taken awayyou instead meet your doom love is a weaponthat is used to controlhope is the greatest lieto keep you afloat dreams are only goodwhen you don’t need them to be realand reality is only thereif you give up your will