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misty merakicat failing to hold - Misty Relos

universal delusion

If delusion is shared enough, it becomes culture. Structure. “Truth.” The universal delusion is: That we are separate. That we are isolated minds in separate bodies, competing for value, love, safety when in reality, we’re part of the same breath, the same ache, the same origin fractaled into billions of expressions. This delusion drives everything all the time. The belief that we must earn our place, that we can […]

infinity

I love you.I love you now and tomorrow and yesterday and again.I love you without knowing completelyI love you without proofI love you without anything elseAnd I feel you.I feel you beyond what we shareI feel you more than what is hereI feel you completely without knowingI feel you without proofI feel you without anything elseAnd I am here.Now. Tomorrow. Yesterday. Always. Again.

divine

The love we share is so divineThat it cuts through the core of all that diedAnd brings it to life like the stars started shiningAfter a long time of forgetting and sufferingI hold you close and pull you even nearerBecause this ache I have for you grows deeperMy world comes undone then rebuilds itself betterAs you take my hand and pull us both into surrender

Layer by layer

I love you when I’m hurtingAnd I love you when I’m laughingI love you through all the challengesAnd I love you through all the changes I grow with you and you grow with meAnd in this space, this connection we can beAll the dreams we shared with each otherAs our souls get entangled layer by layer As we build our pyramid of love and truthAnd life all the way […]

misty merakicat cease - Misty Relos

cease

Staying trappedWith no controlOver anythingMy future holds The weight of loveHas bore me downAnd shoved my faceSo deep in the ground Stand up straightAnd hold your head highPerform for everyoneLike you never died That’s all they seeAs you just try to beFree from the painThat will never cease

titled

things will never changepain will always behappiness is the illusionthat will always deceive me caring is a performancethat when felt makes you bloombut when that is taken awayyou instead meet your doom love is a weaponthat is used to controlhope is the greatest lieto keep you afloat dreams are only goodwhen you don’t need them to be realand reality is only thereif you give up your will

title

the cycle continuesit never stopsand the pain will persistdespite the costthe illusions won’t breakbecause everything will falland it was my faultto even hope at all i am a shell that triedto be more than i couldand in the processi burned more than i shouldi am a thorn thatwanted to survivebut in my quest for lovenothing came alive so now the maskcomes on as it shouldthe wonder and joystored away […]

misty merakicat field - Misty Relos

hard

It’s hard to push through when nobody sees it like you doIt’s hard to continue when there is nobody else who believes youIt’s hard to do everything and still get misunderstoodIt’s hard to work on protecting and building something only for it to not mean anything at allIt’s hard to live in a world where nobody listens but keeps talking like they doIt’s hard to continue when you know […]

misty merakicat access - Misty Relos

access

if someone’s care for you can’t withstand your truth, it was never carejust compliancejust conditional closenessjust access to the version of you they preferred

misty relos merakicat stops being quotes lol - Misty Relos

missing the point

some people weaponize quotes and phrases against someone telling their personal story while the person they quote would have gotten shamed if they were alive today