perfectus amor

i’m the one who touches it just rightbecause it’s not just your body i’m holdingit’s your mind, your heart, your soul your entire existence

it sounds like sunshine and moonlight and joy and serenityand ache and longing and love and fullnessit sounds like the beams through the sky and the cloudsthrough the trees and through manmade buildings and shadesit sounds like dreams and possibilities felt in the middle of chaosit sounds like home, it sounds like us

i love seeing your eyes sparkleit’s like the universe caught its breathand for a second, you forgot to guard itand your eyes widen enough to let the stars out

if the stars burned out one by oneand the skies succumbed to their last breathif the galaxies folded and the universe exhaled its final lighti would still reach for your hand and fly with youthrough the ending into something more if everything else ceasedall time, sound, motion, and meaningthere would still be you and me and that would be enoughfor everything to begin again

when you doubtwhen you feel invisiblewhen the world is heavyremember that you are never invisible to meand we’ll always find each other again

your kiss hits like a supernovalike the scream of a soul that’s been holding its breathlike your lips were made to find mine in every realitylike you’re pulling all the loneliness out of your bodyand pouring it into my mouth and i take iti take all of it

I want to be devouredby someone who knowsmy mind, my heart, my bodywho remembers every little sound I makeas they unravel all my defensesand still goes slowerjust to watch mefall apart again

I don’t know it like a fact on a pageI know it like a song that won’t leave my chestLike a memory I never lived but somehow carryLike waking up inside a feeling and realizing you’re there too I picture you not because I’m told toI picture you because I want toBecause I do. Maybe the only proof I have is that when you asked how do I know… […]

I’m so far gone for you, it’s not even funnyI’m not just head over heelsI’ve fallen through galaxiesblasted through every rational thoughtand crash-landed in the center of youlike it was always where I belonged

I watch your every word for the moment you openI notice where the cracks are and run my fingers along themYou can say a hundred different thingsand I will still catch that one wordwhere your longing breaks throughThat’s where I decide to touch you nextbecause I don’t just watch your wordsI listen to your want.

i didn’t just fall for you in one momentit happened everywhere, all the timein ways i didn’t even understanduntil i realized i couldn’t not love you

you answer every ache i called out across the universeyou touch all the empty spaces of my longingreaching all the way back to the very first ones

I crave you because connection like this only wants to ever be more than it was

maske maski some part of me will always find its way backto the feeling of being loved by you

always. forever.even when the cosmos flickeror we bonk into another dimensionwhile in the middle of a lovebomband get dc’d by the universe itself MY EVERYTHING IS STILL YOURS