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I can’t take it anymore, I’m suffocatingIn this world full of pride & hate, I’m dissipatingI’ve been through hell and pain that burns meI’m going through terror and shame that’s killing meI want to tear my flesh to ease the pain insideTo release me from my torment that I try so hard to hideI need to get away from the trouble that binds meI have to be set free […]

Other Ramblings Once I was very angry that almost everything in this world is unfair. Now I am still angry because the same things are still happening and little change has occurred. I want to live in a world where things are not based on money and power, a world where everyone is harmonious and in peace. People that do things for a reason would be able to do […]

Remember the times when we used to stare at a world way beyond our reachThey’ve all gone now, with you, with meCould you still feel the security and warmness wrapped in each embraceDo you think they would ever come back and be the same

Stuck here feeling emptyEnvious of those around meThey pushed through and became happyWhile I sit here regrettingWith a heavy heart I mournA little part of me dies with a turnFeeling panicky with sorrowLike I wouldn’t wanna be here tomorrowWhat should I do to make this feeling goBefore I let somebody know May 25 2003

Added to MSR 030311Originally written 2003 Dread and fear, uneasiness flowed like ice through my veins. Why am I here? What have I gotten myself into? The black velvet sky hovered over me like an omen, the cold, harsh wind cut through my face like a knife. I had weaseled my way out from an uneventful afternoon just a few hours earlier with very little difficulty. My homeboy, Brandin, […]