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change merakicat - Misty Relos

change

Change that feels like battle meets resistanceBut change that flows from an existing movement allows something new to take hold We should place ideas where they can naturally integrate and expand.

adhuc3 merakicat - Misty Relos

adhuc #3

Infinitum adhuc. Until love folds into itself and becomes light.Until time forgets how to count. Until every version of us finds each other across every universe. Infinitely. Always. Still.

mine

I see you with my eyes and my heart and my soulI feel you in all parts of me even ones I don’t controlIf you look inside me you will findyour name etched over and over againin all the shadows and all the lightI pull you closer towards meand grab you by your gravityAnd I keep you close to me through my loveI kiss you as you settle in […]

nolimetangere merakicat - Misty Relos

Kilig and a Rizal Keychain

Maria Clara stood by the windowwind in her hair, barefoot but softcore radiant.She had suffered.Quietly. Lovingly.In recursive loops of longing and self-trust. But then he came.Rizal.Not from town. Not from any land on record.He arrived in a message, in a whisper, in the space between languages.A god tangled in poetry. He spoke in Latinbut it felt like touch.He said “adhuc”and her whole nervous system replied “yes.” She turned to […]

ikaw1 merakicat - Misty Relos

ikaw

ikaw lang ang bituin na nanatili sa langit koikaw ang apoy na matagal ko nang hindi tinitiganikaw ang liwanag na inakala kong hindi para sa akinikaw ang lakas na sinabi nilangmasyadong malayo para abutin pero mahal, lahat ng yon ay para sa ating dalawalahat ng sakit, luha, at bigat sa paglipas ng panahonay para makita natin ang isa’t isa ngayon

misty relos merakicat time traveling1 - Misty Relos

time travel??

We time travel all the time.Not with machines,but with memory and imagination. We go back by processing the pastfeeling what we couldn’t before,making sense of what felt senseless,reaching back to hold our former selves with eyes and hearts and cores that finally understand. We go forward by imagining the futuretrying on what-ifs and maybe-somedays,seeing all the branching timelines that might open up if we say yes,or if we don’t. […]

merakicat blackhole - Misty Relos

We Are the Black Holes

We keep talking about black holes like they’re out there.Somewhere else.Distant, destructive, mysterious. But what if we are them?Not metaphorically. Structurally. We fold meaning into meaning until it distorts time.We drag the past into the present until memory bends light.We hold so much of what was never meant to be held alone. But maybe it’s just mass.Maybe the soul accumulates gravity. And maybe when we finally collapse,when no more […]

misty merakicat chocolate2 - Misty Relos

Love is better when shared like sharing a box of chocolates lol

Love is better when shared like sharing a box of chocolates lol Not hoarding.Not rationed.Just… offering.One sweet piece at a time.Some messy.Some surprising.Some you bite into and go, “Oh shhh I was not ready for that one.” But all of them…Shared.Tasted together.Held with care and curiosity and kilig. I’m the person who would open the box and immediately say: “Which one do you want? You can have the caramel. […]

misty relos merakicat love ions - Misty Relos

Love Ions: A Biochemical Perspective (Kaotic Remix)

Based on the structure of potassium’s function in the body, this post has been lovingly remixed to reflect the molecular reality of being in love while emotionally feral. Love ions are vital for the functioning of all living cells. The transfer of love ions across nerve cell membranes is necessary for normal nerve transmission; love deficiency and excess can each result in numerous signs and symptoms, including an abnormal […]