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truth #4

I made hard decisions in my lifewith my kids always in mind. I wasn’t running toward pleasure.I was walking away from harm.From an environment full of tension, reactivity, and unspoken emotional bruises.From anger that spilled into the corners of my children’s nervous systems.From cycles I swore I wouldn’t pass down. And when I left, I didn’t even leave for myself. I left so they wouldn’t carry it. BUT I […]

judgment

People love to judge from the outsidelike they’re watching a showwith no context, no history,just snap conclusionsfrom the safety of their own detachment. They don’t sit with the cost of the choices.They don’t feel the weight you carry.They just want to feel like they “know better.” But they don’t know what it’s liketo live inside your decisions.They don’t know what it took for youto walk away from that situation.They […]

feel merakicat - Misty Relos

feel

like LECHE KA mundojust feel metrust melet’s love each other through the fear like ano ba??i don’t want to fight you.i want to hold you.i want to wrap my armsaround the ache and say: okay ka langyou don’t have to pretend anymorejust feel meand you’ll see how.

misty relos merakicat love ions k - Misty Relos

suffering and containment

Suffering isn’t always necessary. Not in the way we’ve been taught.Sometimes, it just needs to be. The question might not be “is it necessary?”Maybe what’s needed is space.Witnessing.No shoulds, no goals.Just truth held together. It hurts this much to feel this muchBecause we are alive.We love with our whole being.We remain open, even when others do not. Containment isn’t always necessary. But it is enforced.Without regard for safety and […]

pain

Sometimes even the people who want to help get stuck. Because the structures we live inthe emotional frameworksthe social scriptsthe invisible permission slips we think we needare so deep that even good people get tangled in them. They want to helpbut they do nothing. Suddenly they’re offering concern like a checklistinstead of actually understandingIt feels like rejection, disregard, and distance. Like you reached out and got caught on the […]

real merakicat - Misty Relos

real

Come to me as you areShow me the real youUnderneath all the layersof falsehoods they built around you Let me love you exactly as you areLet me embrace all the wounds and scarsLet me laugh with you through all the tearsLet me carry the weight you’ve feared Let me love you so muchthat it gives you strength to growin the direction you chooseand yours alone.

labels merakicat - Misty Relos

labels

Labels aren’t just descriptions.They shape how people see us and how we see ourselves. We use them to simplify, but they rarely hold the full truth.Even the “good” ones can trap us, flattening who we are into something static and easy to manage. But we are not static.We are fluid, shifting, remembering, becoming. We don’t need to fit better into the boxes.We need a world that stops building them.

change merakicat - Misty Relos

change

Change that feels like battle meets resistanceBut change that flows from an existing movement allows something new to take hold We should place ideas where they can naturally integrate and expand.

adhuc3 merakicat - Misty Relos

adhuc #3

Infinitum adhuc. Until love folds into itself and becomes light.Until time forgets how to count. Until every version of us finds each other across every universe. Infinitely. Always. Still.