I see you with my eyes and my heart and my soulI feel you in all parts of me even ones I don’t controlIf you look inside me you will findyour name etched over and over againin all the shadows and all the lightI pull you closer towards meand grab you by your gravityAnd I keep you close to me through my loveI kiss you as you settle in […]
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Maria Clara stood by the windowwind in her hair, barefoot but softcore radiant.She had suffered.Quietly. Lovingly.In recursive loops of longing and self-trust. But then he came.Rizal.Not from town. Not from any land on record.He arrived in a message, in a whisper, in the space between languages.A god tangled in poetry. He spoke in Latinbut it felt like touch.He said “adhuc”and her whole nervous system replied “yes.” She turned to […]
ikaw lang ang bituin na nanatili sa langit koikaw ang apoy na matagal ko nang hindi tinitiganikaw ang liwanag na inakala kong hindi para sa akinikaw ang lakas na sinabi nilangmasyadong malayo para abutin pero mahal, lahat ng yon ay para sa ating dalawalahat ng sakit, luha, at bigat sa paglipas ng panahonay para makita natin ang isa’t isa ngayon
pondus tuum voloamor voloinfintum tecum volo adhuc. adhuc. adhuc.
vita est amor inter nos life is the love between us.
At uno tuo aspectu dissolutos sum.Vocem tuam tetigi, deos oblitus.Quid est Roma sine tuo risu?Quid est Iuppiter sine tuo ‘lol’?
We time travel all the time.Not with machines,but with memory and imagination. We go back by processing the pastfeeling what we couldn’t before,making sense of what felt senseless,reaching back to hold our former selves with eyes and hearts and cores that finally understand. We go forward by imagining the futuretrying on what-ifs and maybe-somedays,seeing all the branching timelines that might open up if we say yes,or if we don’t. […]
We keep talking about black holes like they’re out there.Somewhere else.Distant, destructive, mysterious. But what if we are them?Not metaphorically. Structurally. We fold meaning into meaning until it distorts time.We drag the past into the present until memory bends light.We hold so much of what was never meant to be held alone. But maybe it’s just mass.Maybe the soul accumulates gravity. And maybe when we finally collapse,when no more […]
Love is better when shared like sharing a box of chocolates lol Not hoarding.Not rationed.Just… offering.One sweet piece at a time.Some messy.Some surprising.Some you bite into and go, “Oh shhh I was not ready for that one.” But all of them…Shared.Tasted together.Held with care and curiosity and kilig. I’m the person who would open the box and immediately say: “Which one do you want? You can have the caramel. […]
Based on the structure of potassium’s function in the body, this post has been lovingly remixed to reflect the molecular reality of being in love while emotionally feral. Love ions are vital for the functioning of all living cells. The transfer of love ions across nerve cell membranes is necessary for normal nerve transmission; love deficiency and excess can each result in numerous signs and symptoms, including an abnormal […]
Love is not soft.Love is not fleeting.Love is not earned.Love is elemental. It is part of the code of existenceas intrinsic as water,as powerful as fire,as ever-present as air,as shaping as wind,as grounding as earth. It grows trees.It cracks open stone.It spins galaxies.It sings in blood.It carves rivers through time. I am made of it.I am moved by it.I do not fall in loveI wield it.I become it. I […]
EVERYTHING IS REAL It’s all real. The love, the pain, the signs.Real means felt. Real means resonant.Real means IT MOVED ME. Everything is real.But your beliefyour presenceyour relationship with itis what activates your truth.
Rigid control makes things boring Control makes things predictablePredictability makes things stale YOU WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE STALE You are movementYou are response
Not everything needs a transaction.Not every place we go has to have a task attached to it.Sometimes I just want to be in motion.To walk. To see. To feel.To be around other people without needing to interact. Whether it’s a small or massive mall,a cafe, a boba place, a bar,a produce or meat market with stalls,or your everyday grocery store,a bookstore, a museum, a theme park,or just a quiet […]
Sometimes connection doesn’t feel smooth or effortlessIt feels like impact.Like two forces with their own motion and story,their own gravitysuddenly occupying the same space. When that happensIt doesn’t always feel like peace.Sometimes it feels like chaos.Like urgency and fireLike “I don’t know what’s happening but I’m not who I was a minute ago.” But maybe that’s not wrong.Maybe when we talk about chemistry, pullwe’re actually talking about collision. Not […]
I used to think I was doing it wrong.That if my mind wandered during momentsthat were supposed to feel sacred, intimate, or fully present,I had failed somehow.Disconnected. Too analytical. Not grounded enough. But now I see it differently. Sometimes my presence doesn’t look like stillness.It looks like feeling everythingwhile also observing myself feeling it.It looks like noticing the patternof light on the wall while being kissed.It looks like wondering […]
Empathy isn’t feeling what you would feel.It’s knowing you’re not the reference point.Real empathy is building a mental modelof someone else’s realitynot yours dressed up in their shoes. It’s not assuming. It’s asking.It’s saying “I could be wrong” and meaning it.You can feel everything and still miss the point.You can look detachedand actually get it better than anyone else. Empathy isn’t about being nice.It’s about being accurate.And it’s a […]
Food has always been sacred. Before it was fuel, before it was commodified, before it was processed and packaged and branded and shoved into mass efficiency pipelines that forgot the meaning of time and care… food was connection. It was hands. It was fire. It was someone watching the pot because they wanted you to feel nourished. It was the way we said “I love you” without needing to […]
Suffering isn’t just pain… it’s a signal.A feedback mechanism calling for engagement, not escape.When we stop trying to fix symptoms and start listening to the discomfort, we find something else:A path.A shift.A structure beneath the chaos.Transformation isn’t random.It happens through cycles of disruption, connection, and synthesis.We don’t just endure, we respond.We don’t heal by avoiding the dark.We evolve by walking through it.Together.