I try to go outside there thinking everything’s okayHoping to make people believe that nothing’s wrong todayThey can only see happiness through my eyesEveryday I’m getting better, making them believe in lies Sometimes I fool myself into thinking I’m fine tooBut then I crumble up inside of me, cryingI like to think that the pain I feel has been reducedSooner or later though… it haunts me, winning It caught […]
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Tears fall downWhile I sit there in silence“Why are you crying?”It wasn’t making senseI thought you were strongIt didn’t mean a thingFor the first time in my life, I criedWithout knowing whyDid I lose my wings? Dec 3 2002
Sadness came over me last nightIt made me realized that I haven’t got my dreamShowed that haven’t done a thing to make it trueAnd now all that makes me feel blue I failed to make the best in meIt’s all because I did not seeThat I have to chase and grasp it with my handsOnly now, when it’s a little bit late, do I understand Now I’m working hard […]
It’s hard to be waiting for the time to comeWhen I’ll be flying in the sky once againHow can I make time go significantly fasterAnd make the day I’ll be free seem like tomorrowSo many months of suffering in this perfect placeI expected I would be free from my pastBut I realize I can never eraseThere are many obstacles that I must face before that dayWhen I’ll be going […]
I don’t want to lie anymoreI will show you the real meThe pretensions have been too goreAnd somehow, I’ve been pushed to flee I do not fit your expectationsOf a skinny little thing with bright eyesThere’s something more to meThan all those petrified lies There is a place in meThat I know you might loveBut there you will seeAll my flaws that are unworthy of… All your praise about […]
Can I just go and never come backPlease let me leave without any tracksThe people are eating me up insideAnd nobody seems to be by my sideNothing matters right now anymoreAnd I’m more than ready to walk out the doorThis life seems too cruel all the timeI haven’t seen the sun shinePlease let me go, I have nothing to shareThe pain burning me is too much to bearIf one […]
I see her like no one else could with just their eyesI see her blank face covered with lies She was granted wings to let her go freeBut still she couldn’t fly, she couldn’t flee The elves took her feet so she couldn’t walkThe trolls took her voice so she couldn’t talk Her hands chopped off so she would not writeAbout the truths in the world, about the fights […]
I have such a wonderful thoughtDancing around my headIs it something to write aboutSomething worth to be shared I cling on to the thoughtWith all my mightForcing it to stayTill I get on through the night Hoping it would lastAnd find its way on a bookNot like the other thoughts I hadOne minute was all it took Now I grasp clearlyAnd hold it close to my heartBut now it’s […]
She leans across the golden hillWith her eyes filled with wonderHer mood changes with every willHer spirit starts to ponder What could be beyond those treesThat sit and stare beneath usThere could be some miseryThat lurks in the ground upon us She sees a land of happinessAnd hears the song they singShe breaths the air of purityAnd wonders what this could mean May 6 2002
I am left outIn the darkAlone and afraidSusceptible to harm They all come and goLike others did so long agoThey all come very slowThen they let the wind blow Friends they sayAre precious beingsBut why is itThat it’s all they are seeing? The waters tumble in and aroundThe thunders shock me from my groundThe sea is drying up on meFor once in my life let me be free They […]
Guys fleeTo her like fliesShe has everyoneNo one can deny She amuses themWith her wit and charmThey all laughIn countless swarms Guys loveHer humor and allThey all catch herWhen she falls She leads them all onHiding a pocket full of knivesThey succumb to herEvery desire April 8 2002
As the diamonds roll down slowlyI slip into the darknessIt seems as if no one is aliveMy heart is not of pure satin sheetsMy soul is now just of heavy mist I feel empty and astrayThis road I’m taking is beginning to fallI must find a new wayTo survive amidst these thingsBut how can I go on if my spirit clings As my thoughts rot beneath the silver cloudsThe […]
Pinangarap ko ang kaligayahanNa alam kong magkakatotooNgunit sa aking puso ay may pagasaNa parang bituing kumikislapSa puso ko’y ito’y mananatiliHanggang ako’y lumipas na
Sometimes I screamI scream so hardAnd wait for someone who’ll hearBut everytime I waitNo one comes to save meMy screams are little tearsMy little tearsWhich I hold so dearlyThese tears are diamondsBut only I notice thatSo I am aloneWith no one to shareThese diamonds with Nov 16 2001
Eyes that reflect the soul of oneEyes that show the madness beyondEyes that shed diamonds of a remorseful godEyes that smile when goodness is doneEyes that spread happiness and loveEyes that believe everythingWill be alright when all is gone Nov 16 2001
If I don’t speak of words I feelYou hurt meIf I speak of words I feelStill you hurt meI can’t stand thisWhat do you really want?You don’t really want the best for meYou only care for yourselfYou only want me to speak of words you want to hearWhy are you doing this to me?
I know we’ve had fightsBut now I realizeYou were just trying to help meSo I could go on with my life You taught me things that help me get throughSome obstacles in my path, old and new You gave me hope to seeWhat the future bringsYou helped me see the worldAnd the wonder it springs You gave me courage to change my life into something newYou are my dearest […]
When would peace come?Why do we get confused?Why do we think that evil is good?Some don’t understandAnd can not tell apartGood and evil…What is really in our hearts?As long as there is war…All of us will dieSome will die in terrorSome will follow the light. Sept 12 2001
I can’t help you if I haven’t helped myselfI thought I have learned a lot of thingsBut still I can’t quite understand themI keep a lot of pain in my heartI have kept them for a lot of yearsThey are better left unsaid and heardFor I fear that no one would want to hearPeople really don’t understand meEven though they say they doHow could they know how I feelFor […]
I want out of here.Out of this “paradise”I want to go homeFeel the love I had once knownBut they won’t let me.They love me, so they say.Well do you call loveBeing treated as a slave?“Stop being selfish”They tell me thisWhile all my lifeI’m the one who’s always giving“If you love us, you’ll stay”What about me?You say you love meBut you treat me this wayPlease let me goIf not, I […]