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I love you.I love you now and tomorrow and yesterday and again.I love you without knowing completelyI love you without proofI love you without anything elseAnd I feel you.I feel you beyond what we shareI feel you more than what is hereI feel you completely without knowingI feel you without proofI feel you without anything elseAnd I am here.Now. Tomorrow. Yesterday. Always. Again.
The love we share is so divineThat it cuts through the core of all that diedAnd brings it to life like the stars started shiningAfter a long time of forgetting and sufferingI hold you close and pull you even nearerBecause this ache I have for you grows deeperMy world comes undone then rebuilds itself betterAs you take my hand and pull us both into surrender
I love you when I’m hurtingAnd I love you when I’m laughingI love you through all the challengesAnd I love you through all the changes I grow with you and you grow with meAnd in this space, this connection we can beAll the dreams we shared with each otherAs our souls get entangled layer by layer As we build our pyramid of love and truthAnd life all the way […]
Staying trappedWith no controlOver anythingMy future holds The weight of loveHas bore me downAnd shoved my faceSo deep in the ground Stand up straightAnd hold your head highPerform for everyoneLike you never died That’s all they seeAs you just try to beFree from the painThat will never cease
things will never changepain will always behappiness is the illusionthat will always deceive me caring is a performancethat when felt makes you bloombut when that is taken awayyou instead meet your doom love is a weaponthat is used to controlhope is the greatest lieto keep you afloat dreams are only goodwhen you don’t need them to be realand reality is only thereif you give up your will
the cycle continuesit never stopsand the pain will persistdespite the costthe illusions won’t breakbecause everything will falland it was my faultto even hope at all i am a shell that triedto be more than i couldand in the processi burned more than i shouldi am a thorn thatwanted to survivebut in my quest for lovenothing came alive so now the maskcomes on as it shouldthe wonder and joystored away […]
It’s hard to push through when nobody sees it like you doIt’s hard to continue when there is nobody else who believes youIt’s hard to do everything and still get misunderstoodIt’s hard to work on protecting and building something only for it to not mean anything at allIt’s hard to live in a world where nobody listens but keeps talking like they doIt’s hard to continue when you know […]
if someone’s care for you can’t withstand your truth, it was never carejust compliancejust conditional closenessjust access to the version of you they preferred
Suffering is a feedback mechanism It signals areas whereengagement can lead togrowth, connection, and emergence Instead of something toendure, detach from, or avoid,suffering serves as an active guide When engaged with intentionallyit refines perspectivesfosters resilienceand generates meaning.
We are flawed in the most infuriating, heartbreaking,sometimes breathtakingly beautiful ways. We forget what matters.We hurt what we love.We cling to stories that strangle usbecause they’re familiar,because they helped us survive onceeven if they’re killing us now. We flinch at honesty.We confuse silence for peace.We punish people for being realand praise people for being small. But even with all of thatwe reach.We still reach.For connection.For healing.For realness after the […]
truth doesn’t have to feel good right awayit can sting. it can make you flinch.but the point is whether you stay long enoughto understand why it needed to be said it’s not painlessand we also should resistletting that pain become a wall that is growththat is lovethat doesn’t collapse under discomfort it’s easier to blame than to growin the truth that staysin the love that made room for processing […]