I exist in the corners of my mindand the shadows of my soulI ache in the caverns of my heartand the depths of control I breathe in judgment and assumptionsas I sense it in the airand let it consume the pain in meand change it into care But when that care gets trampledand turned into griefand when the love that used to warmburned all you could see Hope is […]
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I’ll disappear into the space where loneliness and connection meetAnd spend my tears through all the years of painful eternityI’ll slow down then dissipate while all the light gets pulledAway from me so it can be reused for a greater cause I’ll disintegrate into the fates that bind us all in deathAnd sleep might come to find no one left with any breathI’ll stop it all before I leave […]
was it too much to just want love?love that stays when i’m falling apartlove that stays when i make mistakeslove that stays when i question the shamewas it too much to just want to be held?held in times of sadness and despairheld in ways that did not feel like painheld in arms that feel like warmth in the rainwas it too much to just want someone there?someone who truly […]
sometimes unresolved pain rises up in us asking for wholenessnot by forcing control or simply enduringbut by surrendering and breaking freethe new path may be dark and unclearit asks for a new kind of strengthit asks for a new kind of courageit asks for a new definitiona new meaninga new beinga new lifeanew anewagain and againonce more but deeperonce more but strongeragain and more and freefree to be who […]
How could I go onWhen I have already seen the endWhere love is never enoughAnd staying is just pretendHow could I get byWhen pain is all that staysWhere hope is another knifeThat twists itself every dayHow could I have peaceWhen peace is never freeWhere it gets tradedFor a life that doesn’t see i have always lived in the darkand i have always lived in the lightand i have seen […]
maybe this isn’t about changing the destinationmaybe it’s about buying just a little bit more timeenough to let something become a possibilitythat wasn’t even visible before I didn’t end up here because I thought it would change everything I ended up here because everything else was collapsingand this was the only path that felt likethere was still something to hold on towithout demanding I sell my soul maybe the […]
if i collapsei will collapse knowingi said everything i couldand gave it everything i can
some people avoid the dark, the nothing, the void it’s the silence between responsesthe parts of themselves they’ve buriedthe questions they’re afraid to askthe truths they can’t sit with it is uncertainty, grief, failureloneliness, complexity, contradictioneverything that doesn’t resolve neatly they fill it with noisewith productivity, with performanceor they skim its surfaceextracting what they can usewithout ever really being in it some people survive the dark by shutting downsome […]
you deserved someonewho felt with yousomeone who saw yousomeone who held youbefore you shattered if I could go back with yousit beside the little youand take your handI would you should have neverbeen left there alone
in the void there is lightbut this light is not you can seefor in the void the darkness liesand doesn’t reflect the light you breathe and the light that shines so brightis coming from you deep insidecoming from the you that felt it alland wasn’t able to hide
