i don’t know where i’ll beas i walk and crawl through the voidnobody ever held my handand loved me enough through the noise i don’t know where this all leadsbut all the other roads were gonethere was nothing left to graspunless i made one on my own
forsaken
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Even Pinocchioa puppet made of woodhad someone who believed in himbefore he ever proved himself. Someone who wanted him to be real.Someone who longed for his joywho risked everything to find him when he got lost. I never had a Geppetto.Not anyone who looked at me Not one who said I already matter.Not one who said I choose youNot one who said I believe you Instead everyone doubted meDismissed meUsed […]
I speak and the words dissolve as the moment passesI care and the effect goes away as it gets overwrittenI love and the world takes what it wants to control the restI vanish and take nothing but everything that was less
Nobody ever showing upShutting down parts of selfBecause there was no oneTo go through the wildernessAnd all the dreams takeTheir last breathAs she disappeared
I’ll disappear into the space where loneliness and connection meetAnd spend my tears through all the years of painful eternityI’ll slow down then dissipate while all the light gets pulledAway from me so it can be reused for a greater cause I’ll disintegrate into the fates that bind us all in deathAnd sleep might come to find no one left with any breathI’ll stop it all before I leave […]
they don’t build bridgesthey just wait on the other sideand hope you’ll swim to them againeven if you’re drowning
Ignoring isn’t neutral, it’s active disconnection, it’s withdrawal with intent. It means I have already made the choice to stop reaching for you. When you care, you stay engaged even when it’s messy or gets intense. Because to some people, communication is commitment. It’s doesn’t have a hidden agenda nor is it manipulation. When someone ignores you, it might seem like they don’t understand what it means to love […]
When it’s everything all at once, people get overwhelmed just hearing about it. They can’t hold the weight or the complexity, so they start thinking you must be the problem instead of realizing the problem is really the sheer amount of weight. If you tell the whole truth, it sounds like too much. If you don’t, people accuse you of hiding something. So you’re stuck managing their reactions on […]
was it too much to just want love?love that stays when i’m falling apartlove that stays when i make mistakeslove that stays when i question the shamewas it too much to just want to be held?held in times of sadness and despairheld in ways that did not feel like painheld in arms that feel like warmth in the rainwas it too much to just want someone there?someone who truly […]
I am left outIn the darkAlone and afraidSusceptible to harm They all come and goLike others did so long agoThey all come very slowThen they let the wind blow Friends they sayAre precious beingsBut why is itThat it’s all they are seeing? The waters tumble in and aroundThe thunders shock me from my groundThe sea is drying up on meFor once in my life let me be free They […]