In the dark i am the lightTo anyone who loses their mindTo only see what they seeFree from pain and misery From that lightThat burns the eyesLives the truthWith nowhere to hide But the darkThat was always thereWaits for no oneWith nothing to share
pain
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I try to go outside there thinking everything’s okayHoping to make people believe that nothing’s wrong todayThey can only see happiness through my eyesEveryday I’m getting better, making them believe in lies Sometimes I fool myself into thinking I’m fine tooBut then I crumble up inside of me, cryingI like to think that the pain I feel has been reducedSooner or later though… it haunts me, winning It caught […]
Tears fall downWhile I sit there in silence“Why are you crying?”It wasn’t making senseI thought you were strongIt didn’t mean a thingFor the first time in my life, I criedWithout knowing whyDid I lose my wings?
Can I just go and never come backPlease let me leave without any tracksThe people are eating me up insideAnd nobody seems to be by my sideNothing matters right now anymoreAnd I’m more than ready to walk out the doorThis life seems too cruel all the timeI haven’t seen the sun shinePlease let me go, I have nothing to shareThe pain burning me is too much to bearIf one […]
As the diamonds roll down slowlyI slip into the darknessIt seems as if no one is aliveMy heart is not of pure satin sheetsMy soul is now just of heavy mist I feel empty and astrayThis road I’m taking is beginning to fallI must find a new wayTo survive amidst these thingsBut how can I go on if my spirit clings As my thoughts rot beneath the silver cloudsThe […]
Sometimes I screamI scream so hardAnd wait for someone who’ll hearBut everytime I waitNo one comes to save meMy screams are little tearsMy little tearsWhich I hold so dearlyThese tears are diamondsBut only I notice thatSo I am aloneWith no one to shareThese diamonds with
If I don’t speak of words I feelYou hurt meIf I speak of words I feelStill you hurt meI can’t stand thisWhat do you really want?You don’t really want the best for meYou only care for yourselfYou only want me to speak of words you want to hearWhy are you doing this to me?
I can’t help you if I haven’t helped myselfI thought I have learned a lot of thingsBut still I can’t quite understand themI keep a lot of pain in my heartI have kept them for a lot of yearsThey are better left unsaid and heardFor I fear that no one would want to hearPeople really don’t understand meEven though they say they doHow could they know how I feelFor […]
I want out of here.Out of this “paradise”I want to go homeFeel the love I had once knownBut they won’t let me.They love me, so they say.Well do you call loveBeing treated as a slave?“Stop being selfish”They tell me thisWhile all my lifeI’m the one who’s always giving“If you love us, you’ll stay”What about me?You say you love meBut you treat me this wayPlease let me goIf not, I […]
I want to hide from the worldHide from these dreadful facesGo back to the place where I call homeThe place that’s full of warm embraces Everything’s changedCan’t even go backDon’t know where they wentMaybe… I could just wear a mask Please, save meTake me back to where I belongTake me back to the friendly smilesBack to the place where I’m never alone All I do is weepWeep so silently […]
Trapped in this unknownSupposed to be paradiseCan’t go backTo the place you once knewAlthough you’re already pleadingThey really won’t let you Be happyThey sayWhat do they know?You can reach out to themSo they sayBut every time you tryThey just turn their backs on you You weep and you begThey pretend they can’t hear youYou pray and hopeYou scream your heart outUntil you use up everything you have So you […]
I wanted to fly high and be freeI wanted to solve life’s mysteriesThere was so much I could doBut in one single day it all blew Away I went to rejoin the skyWatching all the others’ lives pass byI could say I was freeSince pain wasn’t there to deceive me But then again I was lonelyFloating around the worldI realized then the greatest thingLife – embrace what it brings […]
I’m making this hellAnd you say you hate meBut you don’t want me to go awayBut if I stay longerYou’re gonna go to the extremesAnd I will too…I know you know what’s on my mindAnd still you sayI have to stayAnd then what?Continue to make both our worldsA living hell?Why can’t you just let me go backI didn’t want to be here.You’re the one who pushed meInto being hereWe […]
I forgot how to have funI forgot how to live under the sunI forgot how to live dangerouslyI forgot how to disagreeI forgot how to talk with my friendsI forgot how to pretendI forgot how to love someoneI forgot how it feels to be loved
Seconds that passAre thousands of yearsStomachs growlingEyes filled with tears Believers stand upAnd find a wayThe hopeless sit downAnd wait for their day The mother hugs her childTells her it’s okayThe father sets offAnd takes their money away Some share foodTo others with gleeSome keep it to themselvesAnd watch people die in misery.
I try to hide thingsAnd leave people wonderingWhat’s inside my heartIs it whole or torn apartBut nobody just seemsTo look into meFor in my eyesYou will seeThe pain that life brings me