I am where dreams go to dieAnd i am where hope hidesI am where the screams get loudAnd i am where there is no sound I am where thoughts subsideAnd i am where sensations rideInto the void where nothing is keptInto the love that spills over the rest
voidsit
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I try to go outside there thinking everything’s okayHoping to make people believe that nothing’s wrong todayThey can only see happiness through my eyesEveryday I’m getting better, making them believe in lies Sometimes I fool myself into thinking I’m fine tooBut then I crumble up inside of me, cryingI like to think that the pain I feel has been reducedSooner or later though… it haunts me, winning It caught […]
Tears fall downWhile I sit there in silence“Why are you crying?”It wasn’t making senseI thought you were strongIt didn’t mean a thingFor the first time in my life, I criedWithout knowing whyDid I lose my wings?
Sadness came over me last nightIt made me realized that I haven’t got my dreamShowed that haven’t done a thing to make it trueAnd now all that makes me feel blue I failed to make the best in meIt’s all because I did not seeThat I have to chase and grasp it with my handsOnly now, when it’s a little bit late, do I understand Now I’m working hard […]
It’s hard to be waiting for the time to comeWhen I’ll be flying in the sky once againHow can I make time go significantly fasterAnd make the day I’ll be free seem like tomorrowSo many months of suffering in this perfect placeI expected I would be free from my pastBut I realize I can never eraseThere are many obstacles that I must face before that dayWhen I’ll be going […]
Can I just go and never come backPlease let me leave without any tracksThe people are eating me up insideAnd nobody seems to be by my sideNothing matters right now anymoreAnd I’m more than ready to walk out the doorThis life seems too cruel all the timeI haven’t seen the sun shinePlease let me go, I have nothing to shareThe pain burning me is too much to bearIf one […]
I see her like no one else could with just their eyesI see her blank face covered with lies She was granted wings to let her go freeBut still she couldn’t fly, she couldn’t flee The elves took her feet so she couldn’t walkThe trolls took her voice so she couldn’t talk Her hands chopped off so she would not writeAbout the truths in the world, about the fights […]
I can’t help you if I haven’t helped myselfI thought I have learned a lot of thingsBut still I can’t quite understand themI keep a lot of pain in my heartI have kept them for a lot of yearsThey are better left unsaid and heardFor I fear that no one would want to hearPeople really don’t understand meEven though they say they doHow could they know how I feelFor […]
I want out of here.Out of this “paradise”I want to go homeFeel the love I had once knownBut they won’t let me.They love me, so they say.Well do you call loveBeing treated as a slave?“Stop being selfish”They tell me thisWhile all my lifeI’m the one who’s always giving“If you love us, you’ll stay”What about me?You say you love meBut you treat me this wayPlease let me goIf not, I […]
I want to hide from the worldHide from these dreadful facesGo back to the place where I call homeThe place that’s full of warm embraces Everything’s changedCan’t even go backDon’t know where they wentMaybe… I could just wear a mask Please, save meTake me back to where I belongTake me back to the friendly smilesBack to the place where I’m never alone All I do is weepWeep so silently […]
Trapped in this unknownSupposed to be paradiseCan’t go backTo the place you once knewAlthough you’re already pleadingThey really won’t let you Be happyThey sayWhat do they know?You can reach out to themSo they sayBut every time you tryThey just turn their backs on you You weep and you begThey pretend they can’t hear youYou pray and hopeYou scream your heart outUntil you use up everything you have So you […]
I’m making this hellAnd you say you hate meBut you don’t want me to go awayBut if I stay longerYou’re gonna go to the extremesAnd I will too…I know you know what’s on my mindAnd still you sayI have to stayAnd then what?Continue to make both our worldsA living hell?Why can’t you just let me go backI didn’t want to be here.You’re the one who pushed meInto being hereWe […]
I forgot how to have funI forgot how to live under the sunI forgot how to live dangerouslyI forgot how to disagreeI forgot how to talk with my friendsI forgot how to pretendI forgot how to love someoneI forgot how it feels to be loved
Seconds that passAre thousands of yearsStomachs growlingEyes filled with tears Believers stand upAnd find a wayThe hopeless sit downAnd wait for their day The mother hugs her childTells her it’s okayThe father sets offAnd takes their money away Some share foodTo others with gleeSome keep it to themselvesAnd watch people die in misery.
I try to hide thingsAnd leave people wonderingWhat’s inside my heartIs it whole or torn apartBut nobody just seemsTo look into meFor in my eyesYou will seeThe pain that life brings me