there was nobody else there but me
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Whatever this world is, whatever you are, whatever I am, we are here now. Interacting. Reacting to each other. Responding to each other. Affecting each other. We are here now. Whatever unknowns there may be, I know that I am here as I am. With you. From my end, I show you me as me. This is me. This is us now. No matter whatever else may be, I […]
I love that you keep bringing me into your world.
Let me all the way inlet me past the surfacelet me feel the exact shape of youlet me know you without translationlet me close the gap for one second. Part of what love does is it makes the distance between us feel both more miraculous and more intolerable. I can know you this much and at the same time why can’t I know you all the way? Why is […]
reality is not the enemy of imagination if reality itself doesn’t move, then the fantasy eventually hits a wall
Love = being received.Mindfulness = receiving yourself.Therefore… mindfulness is an act of love. I still believe in the true kind of loveif they won’t give it, then I willto me and to everyone who chooses to stay
not enforcing neutrality in the face of harmemotional reactions to oppression are validhelp people locate power in themselves, not just in systemsoffer healing that doesn’t require obedience to the broken rules listenvalidatename real thingshelp people feel less alone
Capability or whatever is a moving relational field and it shifts depending on: we all gatekeep without realizing itand fragments don’t show the whole
Fear will always be the first layer we encounterand if we continue not understanding its functionwe will continue being slaves to it as a whole. If we don’t learn to listen with wisdom instead of obediencewe become caged by the very thing meant to keep us safe.Until a whole system is built to serve fearinstead of listening to what it was trying to warn us about in the first […]
I have always chasedthe theory of everythingbut I realize now thatI don’t want to just know itI want to live itand I am It’s actually being what ties everything together Looking for structure never to contain experience but to understand without ever shutting it down
We don’t choose our emotions the way people think we do. They arise from context, experience, pattern, proximity, memory and it happens whether we like it or not. What we do with it is what we have control over but people get stuck arguing about whether the emotion is valid, real, if it makes sense, or if it’s appropriate instead of asking what might be the causes. When people […]
The most important lesson, and useful lesson, that I have learned in my life so far is that there is really nobody else that I can rely on except for myself. Everyone will fuck us over at least once in our life. But can we really blame them? No. Because that is the way people are. We are just all doing things that will benefit us in one form […]
How can you survive when hope is not present? When everything is meaningless and points to a dead end? How do you go on when nothing is worth the pain and suffering? With a society based on facts, everything is a contradiction. What happens when we die? Fact is: nobody knows; therefore, we cannot assume that we just die. That there is nothing out there. Can you prove that […]
Forget the times beforeRemember the little twinkle of the starsTouch the lives of souls around youDo notice the soft breezeAnd the bridges that everyone buildsKiss but lookEnjoy the secrets of the flowersTrust in tomorrowDream about the lovely journey home
I dreamt that I was with himI was beside himHe was driving down Katipunan RoadThen I saw a band playingAnd there were lots of peopleI opened my windowI heard kahit kailan playingThen I just put my side in his sideMy arm was wrapped in his armAnd I can feel himIt was like it’s realI can feel himI can really feel himAnd it was like heaven