Misty Relos

545 posts
Misty Relos is a therapist, writer, and creator of MerakiCat. dreameraki is where she writes about existence, relationships, emotion, meaning, creativity, and whatever else gets stuck in her head long enough to become words.

wonder

She leans across the golden hillWith her eyes filled with wonderHer mood changes with every willHer spirit starts to ponder What could be beyond those treesThat sit and stare beneath usThere could be some miseryThat lurks in the ground upon us She sees a land of happinessAnd hears the song they singShe breaths the air of purityAnd wonders what this could mean

come and go

I am left outIn the darkAlone and afraidSusceptible to harm They all come and goLike others did so long agoThey all come very slowThen they let the wind blow Friends they sayAre precious beingsBut why is itThat it’s all they are seeing? The waters tumble in and aroundThe thunders shock me from my groundThe sea is drying up on meFor once in my life let me be free They […]

tears #2

As the diamonds roll down slowlyI slip into the darknessIt seems as if no one is aliveMy heart is not of pure satin sheetsMy soul is now just of heavy mist I feel empty and astrayThis road I’m taking is beginning to fallI must find a new wayTo survive amidst these thingsBut how can I go on if my spirit clings As my thoughts rot beneath the silver cloudsThe […]

tears

Sometimes I screamI scream so hardAnd wait for someone who’ll hearBut everytime I waitNo one comes to save meMy screams are little tearsMy little tearsWhich I hold so dearlyThese tears are diamondsBut only I notice thatSo I am aloneWith no one to shareThese diamonds with

eyes

Eyes that reflect the soul of oneEyes that show the madness beyondEyes that shed diamonds of a remorseful godEyes that smile when goodness is doneEyes that spread happiness and loveEyes that believe everythingWill be alright when all is gone

silence

If I don’t speak of words I feelYou hurt meIf I speak of words I feelStill you hurt meI can’t stand thisWhat do you really want?You don’t really want the best for meYou only care for yourselfYou only want me to speak of words you want to hearWhy are you doing this to me?

lola

I know we’ve had fightsBut now I realizeYou were just trying to help meSo I could go on with my life You taught me things that help me get throughSome obstacles in my path, old and new You gave me hope to seeWhat the future bringsYou helped me see the worldAnd the wonder it springs You gave me courage to change my life into something newYou are my dearest […]

disappointment

I can’t help you if I haven’t helped myselfI thought I have learned a lot of thingsBut still I can’t quite understand themI keep a lot of pain in my heartI have kept them for a lot of yearsThey are better left unsaid and heardFor I fear that no one would want to hearPeople really don’t understand meEven though they say they doHow could they know how I feelFor […]

paradise

I want out of here.Out of this “paradise”I want to go homeFeel the love I had once knownBut they won’t let me.They love me, so they say.Well do you call loveBeing treated as a slave?“Stop being selfish”They tell me thisWhile all my lifeI’m the one who’s always giving“If you love us, you’ll stay”What about me?You say you love meBut you treat me this wayPlease let me goIf not, I […]

waiting

I want to hide from the worldHide from these dreadful facesGo back to the place where I call homeThe place that’s full of warm embraces Everything’s changedCan’t even go backDon’t know where they wentMaybe… I could just wear a mask Please, save meTake me back to where I belongTake me back to the friendly smilesBack to the place where I’m never alone All I do is weepWeep so silently […]

paradise #2

Trapped in this unknownSupposed to be paradiseCan’t go backTo the place you once knewAlthough you’re already pleadingThey really won’t let you Be happyThey sayWhat do they know?You can reach out to themSo they sayBut every time you tryThey just turn their backs on you You weep and you begThey pretend they can’t hear youYou pray and hopeYou scream your heart outUntil you use up everything you have So you […]

let me go

I’m making this hellAnd you say you hate meBut you don’t want me to go awayBut if I stay longerYou’re gonna go to the extremesAnd I will too…I know you know what’s on my mindAnd still you sayI have to stayAnd then what?Continue to make both our worldsA living hell?Why can’t you just let me go backI didn’t want to be here.You’re the one who pushed meInto being hereWe […]