i didn’t just fall for you in one momentit happened everywhere, all the timein ways i didn’t even understanduntil i realized i couldn’t not love you
love
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every day with you feels likewatching a galaxy unfold in the sky you asked me why i love youbut the truth is i don’t know how not toeven when you think you’re the nothingyou’re still minei just want to keep riding the waves with youlaughing and cuddlingand alwaysalwayseven in the middle of the noisefinding each other again
True intimacy is impossible without curiosity Without it, love becomes hollowand results in relational death
it hurts because love mattersbecause truth matters andbecause being understood matters the pain just meansyou haven’t gone numb
it’s not about who’s rightIt’s about whether we can meet each other in truthwithout causing more harm than healing not asking people to contort themselves for youbut for respect, for fairnessfor a relationship whereyour pain is real, not inconvenientwhere conflict isn’t a weaponand love isn’t something you have to earnby ignoring harm it’s not wrong to want space to be how you arewithout it being used against you if […]
home wants youeven when you’ve changedor even when you’re grown home doesn’t say“you’re not our responsibility”it says “you’re ours. still.”
Ignoring isn’t neutral, it’s active disconnection, it’s withdrawal with intent. It means I have already made the choice to stop reaching for you. When you care, you stay engaged even when it’s messy or gets intense. Because to some people, communication is commitment. It’s doesn’t have a hidden agenda nor is it manipulation. When someone ignores you, it might seem like they don’t understand what it means to love […]
was it too much to just want love?love that stays when i’m falling apartlove that stays when i make mistakeslove that stays when i question the shamewas it too much to just want to be held?held in times of sadness and despairheld in ways that did not feel like painheld in arms that feel like warmth in the rainwas it too much to just want someone there?someone who truly […]
How could I go onWhen I have already seen the endWhere love is never enoughAnd staying is just pretendHow could I get byWhen pain is all that staysWhere hope is another knifeThat twists itself every dayHow could I have peaceWhen peace is never freeWhere it gets tradedFor a life that doesn’t see i have always lived in the darkand i have always lived in the lightand i have seen […]
they are not engaging with the discomfortbecause they can’t control itthey want the image but notthe accountability that love requires
You can’t repair what someone refuses to acknowledge ever broke. Repair requires two things:1. Accountability2. Reciprocity Naming what hurts, staying open, asking for honesty. Not responding with silence or avoidance. It isn’t offering performance and distance on their terms so they can say they’re the ones who didn’t shut the door even though they have already bolted it from the inside. It’s not about making it feel like you […]
Here I am again, trying to calm myself of the pain I feel insideListening to songs that make me feel that I really don’t want to die These songs give me hope and faith that something good is waitingSomething that I have dreamed of since I was a young girl, dreaming Trying to walk away even for just a while from realityAnd going to a place where there is […]
How can you survive when hope is not present? When everything is meaningless and points to a dead end? How do you go on when nothing is worth the pain and suffering? With a society based on facts, everything is a contradiction. What happens when we die? Fact is: nobody knows; therefore, we cannot assume that we just die. That there is nothing out there. Can you prove that […]
The heavens collapsed over my numb body.But still, I can feel.I feel its weight over me. Pain.It travels around my whole being.I want to escape. I can’t. I try to scream for help but nothing comes out of me.I can hear. I can hear the waters coming.They’re coming in great waves. It drowns me. Now, I’m totally numb. No one’s here to save me. I am alone. Darkness eats […]
I dreamt that I was with himI was beside himHe was driving down Katipunan RoadThen I saw a band playingAnd there were lots of peopleI opened my windowI heard kahit kailan playingThen I just put my side in his sideMy arm was wrapped in his armAnd I can feel himIt was like it’s realI can feel himI can really feel himAnd it was like heaven