i didn’t just fall for you in one momentit happened everywhere, all the timein ways i didn’t even understanduntil i realized i couldn’t not love you
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you answer every ache i called out across the universeyou touch all the empty spaces of my longingreaching all the way back to the very first ones
always. forever.even when the cosmos flickeror we bonk into another dimensionwhile in the middle of a lovebomband get dc’d by the universe itself MY EVERYTHING IS STILL YOURS
falling in love with you feels likestepping into a rollercoasterthat turned into a spaceshipthat turned into a supernova
every day with you feels likewatching a galaxy unfold in the sky you asked me why i love youbut the truth is i don’t know how not toeven when you think you’re the nothingyou’re still minei just want to keep riding the waves with youlaughing and cuddlingand alwaysalwayseven in the middle of the noisefinding each other again
I speak and the words dissolve as the moment passesI care and the effect goes away as it gets overwrittenI love and the world takes what it wants to control the restI vanish and take nothing but everything that was less
Nobody ever showing upShutting down parts of selfBecause there was no oneTo go through the wildernessAnd all the dreams takeTheir last breathAs she disappeared
I reach for you like it used to beAnd what reaches back is not you and meAnd i cant tell if there’s anything thereOr has it been all unawareAnd we look over anything that ever wasBecause in that moment, the veil was lifted from over us
What is worthWhen it all falls apartAnd nothing staysAnd words feel emptyAnd moments feel fake What is realityWhen nothing makes senseWhen everything echoes into silenceAnd loops back into the beginningLike you never moved at all What is hopeWhen it’s based on false assumptionsAnd only lives to oppose anxietyTo keep us moving forwardAnd latch on to nothing What is lifeWhen all of it is goneAnd all of it is hollowAnd […]
☽ moonbeam knocks it slips in soft, through slats and seams,a hush of light that carries dreams.no voice, no face, but still, it seesyour breath, your ache, your quiet pleas.it doesn’t ask, it doesn’t wait,just rests beside your tangled fate.and though you turn away in bed,it wraps a silver thread insteada whisper from the sky so far:“i see you still, right where you are.”
All my dreams fly awaywith the same winds that brought you hereThey follow you into the cold and darkwhere you once sat nearI find myself in nothingnesswith no warmth or care in sightAnd deep in my core lives the grieffrom a love that once burned bright
we hold on to what could have been because we saw what could bewe remember the moments that lived in our hearts where we could just be freewe hold on to the dream and the love that we know could endurethe pains and losses and the aches that somehow felt had no curewe traverse space and time not knowing anything morethan clinging on to hope that things will somehow […]
star crossed lovers across a field of flameswalking through with bare feet and courage too strong to tamegrasping on to hope while holding on without blameremembering that love endures and transcends all the pain perfectus amorwalked with you I walked with you through the field of flamesmy feet knew your pace before my nameyou said love like this can’t be tamedand I knew I’d follow, even through pain you […]
I exist in the corners of my mindand the shadows of my soulI ache in the caverns of my heartand the depths of control I breathe in judgment and assumptionsas I sense it in the airand let it consume the pain in meand change it into care But when that care gets trampledand turned into griefand when the love that used to warmburned all you could see Hope is […]
I’ll disappear into the space where loneliness and connection meetAnd spend my tears through all the years of painful eternityI’ll slow down then dissipate while all the light gets pulledAway from me so it can be reused for a greater cause I’ll disintegrate into the fates that bind us all in deathAnd sleep might come to find no one left with any breathI’ll stop it all before I leave […]
i want to be readnoticed in my microexpressionsanticipated in my rhythmsprotected not because i askedbut because they were already paying attentioni want to be seen so thoroughly and so clearlythat it makes me feel safe to fall
it’s not about who’s rightIt’s about whether we can meet each other in truthwithout causing more harm than healing not asking people to contort themselves for youbut for respect, for fairnessfor a relationship whereyour pain is real, not inconvenientwhere conflict isn’t a weaponand love isn’t something you have to earnby ignoring harm it’s not wrong to want space to be how you arewithout it being used against you if […]
home wants youeven when you’ve changedor even when you’re grown home doesn’t say“you’re not our responsibility”it says “you’re ours. still.”
i’m with you because you saw mewhen i had nothing to giveyou didn’t ask anything from meyou just asked me to stay and i chose tobecause of exactly who you areand still being someone who wouldrather risk being misunderstoodthan live a life that’s hollow and quiet i’m with you because you don’t settlebecause you don’t disappearbecause you love even when it’s hardand because you saw mebefore i even knew […]